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If everyone was a leader no one would follow. Should I not follow first in order to become a more efficient leader? Leadership as the world defines it is not the leader I desire to become. The struggle I find within the desire I have to become the type of leader that is counter-culture. This world laughs at humility and servant hood, it is considered weak and incapable. What if only one person followed, would I still be a leader? Being a leader must be so much more than wanting things done your way, as a matter of fact, it is the furthest thing from leadership.
I can’t be a leader unless I empower others, and I can’t empower others unless I am empowered by a greater Source. This world constantly criticizes, doubts, and hates on every and any leader that ever existed. So why do I desire to be a leader? I cringe at criticism, despise doubters, and hate being hated on. On the other hand how could I lead better? Did not my very Lord and Savior model this perfectly for me? May I be satisfied in serving, made whole in humility, and lead in love.
Teach me to follow first and to lead by your teachings Lord. I wrestle with my dreams and can only pray they’re not driven by myself. My big ideas only seem small in comparison to my God. It seems as if this world tells me I dream too big while God assures me that I’m dreaming too small. I am caught in a tension, a tension so tight it exhausts my very being. Today my strength is weak, my ability is futile, my vision if blurred, but I’m following a Leader whose strength is mighty, ability is limitless, and vision is clear. This is why I will survive today. I will follow Him who is far more capable of leading than I ever will be!
-The Monday Mindset